// painful past

Hye toodles. okay post fr today sound quite sad and poignant for me.okay last year december, it's happen on that month -___- and it change whole my life.seriously i  can't expect i had faced it.when i got hostel letter from my beloved school ,beloved school ? err okay nvm SMKS 18 .the content said  i'm not qualified staying there .Shit.i can't accept it because it unfair to me.the others create more matter ,more severe behaviour.You don't take any action at all to them .why me ? matter sebesar semut you want to disputed but they ? they've done a big matter you keep silent insted you still gave them a chance staying there.you're soooooooo cruel man. You know how suffer i'm here.you think you've decide best decision but you don't think my feeling.i've transfer another school , on my first day i'm feel i'm losing someone precious in my life ,yeah FRIENDS .i saw everybody laughing , walking , sitting with their friends but me.always alone .#take note guys. i hate being alone.feeling awkward.and this year december seem like wanna be last year december.my mom said i've to stay in hostle ,well our new home so so so far away like going to the moon.okay joke.heheh.don't take it too serious man. i hate staying in hostel since last year "painful occasion". oh mum please ! i'm willing use my pocket money for the taxi as long as i'm not staying in "school prison" .i'm begging you.okaylah awak-awak .#speaking malay sat .i've to go .already morning .yeah early  morning.if you see many typo words there sorry i'm dim seeing my keyboard.hahahahah