lifeless :/

Assalamualaikum

hye toodles ! Oh my ALLAH seriously this sch holiday such a bored holiday ever ! i feel it since i came out from exam hall ! evrybody shout like a lunatic but me ? PMR war finished ? what i wnt to do aftr this ? you know what i very lifeless ;/ ? no hanging ! no snapping ! no laughing + giggling vacation ? ada tapi pi penang jer --" #sorry i don't know being grateful hihihih . #but i don't like go to sch .it's also bored thing.in addition next year my subj will increase that's mean my brain will burst out because too much data to keep.#my brain will be like memory card next year !jyeah.. i will be 16 teen .yeah still have 2 year and i will get the real freedom of life ! btw result PMR will come out soon . it really make me worried! i scared if i didn't get straight a's .they <my famliy> hope i will able get it.oh ALLAH help me please :/ only you can help me .act guys i've big problem right now.i didn't get the solutions yet.this fucking problem make me confusing to make A choice.i've to be choosy la guys ! it associated with my future.oh god.i forgot to tell you the problem.act i don't know whether i should choose pure science of religion or engineerings drawings.as you know next year i will go 16 and i 've to choose a course that suitable for me.but i want both of them.i wnt be an architect but i love arbic language too.oh man i don't know what should i do.wait wait i've still have another matter i don't know whether i should continue my study at SERACHU or another sch.i really really want transfer another sch but if i do that i've to stay in hostel but i love being outsider.you see so much but but but .--".i know you will say like this buat solat istikharah.last effort kan ?.i will do okay. but when day by day the date change and it getting nearly and nearly.oh guys i think it tooo much.if u think i bajet bajet with this speaking you've  done a  big mistake lah .go to hell lah .i still improve my eng.i know you get jelly with me kan ? bcause i can speaking .hihihihihi proud of me .ok goodai toodles .

 Anis Ameera